She deserved protection n grace

She was The Tumblr bae who walked so everyone could run
this was used in porn ads n sent to me Before I’d even Seen any real porn :/
But I was always weirdly fetishized n didnt realize n it scared me offline
I probably wouldve stayed a virgin forever if I couldve I was so naive to everything jus blogging away thrust out of a broken Home at 17

I was jus a baby n deserved care not blame n I Knew it n it made me very angry I do not think I was in my Body for years at a Time I jus smiled n

did whatever I was told n when I stopped doin that

I got cut off lol

n was entirely lost in the world

shoutout teenage / maiden me

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