set out to archive my stories memoir style n Changed my mind while destroying the heroes journey of making mySelf the main character in the ways I used to want to
turning mySelf inside out under the cover of speculative fiction within the container of @livingroomstudio___ has Been sacred n cathartic
processing the processes jus might have brought me to n thru my favorite versions of mySelf n out of the same loops n right into Higher Love
so much doin n so much doin nothin but listening
I am deeply understanding how leaning in shifts everything n why someTimes it takes a loOoooong Time to write a book or to steward a different kind of story that wants to come thru
n how that can entirely consume you n make you sick
writing is a mind Body Spirit type thing
idk how many Times my Life has Been saved by women n by staying reclusive while (re)Birthing
starting over n over n over
to (un)Become n to create (new) worlds is serious work
I am exhausteddddd Changed n held n getting somewhere too
staying real strange n weird with it on de page
guided by the mysteries
filled with so much gratitudeeeee ✍🏽