Been doin more research n asking more questions about the cult sh!t I experienced this year

I really Loved this article amongst all the weird fetish n pedo accusation stuff

THANK YOU BASED DAD

I wonder why it never ran

n wish music journalism was in the right hands again

no one is asking honest questions n everyone is tired of the performative illusions we all See through them now

Im always trying to offer ways to deeper connection through conflict but americans have Been raised n socialized to run or pull out a gun

instead of leaning in smh

the collective n cultural curse is avoidance

n so nothing ever Changes

like let me interview them

everyone too cowardly to recognize some conflict is an invitation

n theres a difference between a call out n a call in

whew

my capacity for holding both ends of spectrums is so expansive

n my ability to reset karmic balance is otherworldly

Venus will flip the scales swinging them towards justice

snatching tainted legacies n breaking ancient curses

I can respect someones creative ability without worshipping them n handing over my personal Power n branding n ase n morphing into their minion

I cannot Be coerced or moved by groupthink

I am whole already

I am the creator of my reality

thank you lane riley

protect lane riley at all costs

respect lane riley

I Love you lane riley

reading about the parents of artists will always Be my favorite

I wish there was more info on Lil Bs relationship with Black women…

this entire year Ive jus wondered n studied like

why does rap (n the entire world) h8 Black n trans women so much? n why is everything staged around fake beef using women as collateral?

why am I always this weird scapegoat?

n what is the obsession with gayness? fr fr the queerbaiting n homoeroticism is sort of endearing at best (n literally homicidal at worst)

I am tryna understand where that comes from

what exactly creates certain personalities n encourages violence (while pretending to Be above it)?

as I raise my sun to Love respect n protect all humans

n especially women

it def starts with some sort of fracture in the Home (that I blame on a system powered by exploiting women)

these are Times of atonement n acknowledgment of harm

the rape n theft n erasure of the Black woman as God

men have done wrong for tooo long n accountability n restoration is a practice of Higher Love

nourished by frameworks created by Black n Native women scholars

as I heal from my own experiences of paternal abandonment

at de roots in de dirty widdit

facing final bosses of toxic leo male tactics

I am centering the protection of the youth through my Black feminist theory background n my personal connection to TMH n the Earth n my own mixed heritages give me privileges I wield more consciously the more I do my own work

I bow to no human male leader

n my partner in this Life would never expect me to cede my Light

as an empire crumbles

the Love of my Life is me

n still I am working to release the pain of getting things wrong in Love n how that clouds vision

I have no shame in my processing

we have to delete everything we thought about anything

especially what we believe(d) about ourSelves

I am running full speed over the edge of my ego I will Never kill it

my guidance leads me to deconstruct it within n reshape it towards liberation

even more intact now

more supported n with better guidance

in right relationship

with our elders ancestors children the artists n (Grand)Mothers as guides

reparation restoration n reciprocity are the foundations of a balanced Life

towards the abolishment of rape culture

naming misogynoir for what it is

staying lucid

by any means necessary

shoutout to the actual based parents

n everyone really trying to make amends on these cursed lands

showing it n taking action

the work Never ends

I Love you women n children of this world

I Love this bloody soil with all of me

may we all get Free

& so it is + will Be.

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