the amount of my work n words shared in 1:1s done with influencers n folks more visible who jus went n put it behind a paywall / took it back to the academy / sold it as some sort of product is…[redacted]
the amount of ppl who still use my online presence in this way every day
like a cosplay buffet of real inner workings
I do notice
how I Been feeding these internet streets n then destroying my archives
for Free
n mostly intentionally uncredited
for years n years n years
everywhere I look I See n hear me
socially experimenting with honesty is a trip
n it is so nice to take my Time back n to not have books open to the public
to step into the exponentially expanding space I already made for mySelf n others
I deserve rest n reciprocal nourishment
n I have the ability to take it n receive it whenever I need it
this is my kind of Free
its a subtle n revolutionary (re)framing
n I am wide open to more money n connection n community n opportunities than I Know what to do with
because I Know someone who will
its all happening Now
emBodied melody 