this year hurt so bad I started practicing walking with my eyes closed
looking away from the mass denial of Death n perversion
so I can traverse this expansive hole in my chest (n in Earths auric field) faster maybe a little easier if I face it blind with my inner eyes focused on the net cast for me when I do leap
n there is no fear in here
(still)
jus a whole lot of darkness
womblike sensorial vastness
a deep rest
blue(s) the closest thing to a Hometown I Know
n in my other world I am Loved
not stalked
emBodied melody 