I am but a ghost in communion with the Earth leaving messages for my child to build a better future — Being a memory keeper is a heavy calling fr these boxes of memories I keep Be haunting me like I need someone to sponsor me to sit with them n shoutout to our actual archivists to every lonely journaling teen in a room who has shaped history penning angsty dreams into period pieces weaving eras of history together
24 year old me (an “alpha female 💀”) quietly Changed the world
penning my own kinds of therapy when I was alone in the world emotionally unsupported
to my Mothers magically affirming ability to Time travel to places where understanding comes easier — today I read messages written to me when I was still in the womb n journal entries about my crushes middle school
I wrote daily when I was pregnant working in the metaphysical storefront n on my entire Home Water Birth story
Im glad I write because my memory isnt always reliable
n it Reminds me there is nothing artificial about my intelligence my positioning nothing accidental about my so called insanity
I am not crazy for wanting to Be heard
I am my Lifes greatest work n I’ll Be here a while
& so it is + will Be.
emBodied melody 