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a retrogrades haziness returns me to my craft(s) n the work I already did in the past carries me through the uncertainty the projections of the current moment flow by smoothly because I Know I can depend on me to See with my Heart first my eyes stay forward chanting inwardly

we can access a different kind of Knowingness transcendence Higher, Love it can still Be easy

there is so much Love n beauty in the act of tryna Change the world n also in the acceptance n Being with what is

root down to rise feet to crown chest up wide eyes forward head over Heart open, to the sky

it feels so indescribably liberating to Be in a better relationship with my Body n the spaces n places it occupies to Know I offered that feeling of Freedom to mySelf despite the many attempts on my Life n my peace I am the testimony, Living

its nice to go unnoticed n to Be alienated most of the Time no one Remembers to judge or expect anything from my lonely they dont talk to me or initiate connecting I can wander like a ghost

someday maybe I will experience belonging outside of my connection to the Earth n children for now I will drive away from this painted perfect city to listen to my own disastrous Heart for a while somewhere I can Be ugly in peace

its Soul exhausting making everything pretty for others to consume I have simple needs n the way I See beauty is not confining

at the natural rhythm

in gratitude,