Category: simp shit

the departing returns you

I like to go away someTimes

into the safety of my own space n mind I find restoration n belonging in other worlds where peace is the norm

my departures have Changed since Samadhi was Born

I find mySelf slipping away to my quiet place(s) with a tired face

maybe I do dissociate (– or is it disassociating?)

I have had to find reNewed ways to merge my unSeen departures with my shared Realities

Now I (co)create consciously n that validates me sustainably

to Be gifted with Samadhi

I can See the Divine responsibility I am called to accept in each moment

this journey is no longer jus about me

one Time an elder said in front of me something along the lines of

‘who Knows where She would have Been without that baby’

n it was a Knowing message – it didnt feel limiting

it was one that comes from someone who has Seen how a new Life shifts all things

n for those who are willing to lean in

to turn the gaze inwardly

it is a multidimensionally transformative blessing

parenting is an undertaking

n growing FutureSeeds take over — reaching from above n below guiding from a place we forget we Know

I feel humbled to observe that there is a quickening of the Remembering

because of pure Love

we carry out our Living testimonies

last year I journeyed deep

dancing dangerously close to the edge at the risk of losing everything

when I met the grieving n realized what was Being asked of me

naturally

in my naivety I believed I was meant to sacrifice all of me

I mean

that is what had Been shown to me

the martyr(ing)

I wanted to Be like that

withering away jus to say

“I was here

…and there”

I spent a decade attempting to play all of the parts

n did

now I write in wonder n awe with all of the sides of me I hid

I write in a chaotic clamorous stillness

Live alchemy

n in humility for all of the ways that my guides have protected me on my journey(ing)

six years of Soulmate unity three years of conscious parenting n Soul retrieving seven months of Living separately 13 months of no drinking n no sexing one year of microdosing addressing two decades of avoiding Being wholly emBodied

I under-inner-over-stand now

the ability to experiment is a privilege

one that is no longer lost on me

I was willing to lose everything

Saturns lessons reflect the consequential nature of EarthTime n under Her instruction I find mySelf back on the good Timeline

twelve weeks n several months of anciently futuristic somatic healing therapies n my memories came back to me

the veils of amnesia were removed from my eyes by matriarchal guides

masterful Source conduits

they led me to consider more possibilities

maybe this is the longest Life that I have ever Lived

n maybe for me this is the other side

I See Heaven every Sunrise

they say the Truth can Be felt

n now that I have learned how to receive help I move with an unwavering faith n an impenetrable auric grace(fulness)

(in n for my Self)

the fragmented scattered parts of me

the ways that I shapeshifted

trying to get others to See

it all has Been returned to me

in the release of fearful traits

from the fascia all of the hate loops back around n into the ground

fueling me

“Free Energy”

n in some inconvenient ways I am still jus the same

n probably always will Be

but when I sit down to put my Heart on the page today I am the whole melody emBodied

thank you(s) for reminding me

& so it is + will Be.

R

SEX IS GOD !

on sacred unions:

theres that overused quote about being kind to everyone you meet because u never know what battles they may be fighting but this is more than that

this accelerated shift we are experiencing is ripping us out of our left brains (masculine energy) out of our one sided minds

2 unity : corpus callosum

forcing us to address lifetimes of karmic responsibility

we are seeing Signs all around us in our own languages of divinity

that prove the things some of us have been ready and waiting for

with this swirling clashing vortex of energy

people are meeting each other from very very different levels of awareness awakening and differing pure vibrational frequencies

we have been moving through love and relationships of all kinds based on rules made where? why? and by who(m – i never know when to use the m here)?

monogamy is a concept that i have been studying practicing and discussing as long as i can remember

but it is not law

(and it is statistically becoming less of the norm with minimal open discussion [in my experience/ observation])

my commitment to/with another person can not be verified by any court church or ceremony and i dont believe i want to share my union with any wayward outside entities

i prefer an agreement a contract and communicated boundaries between two whole individuals

and every aspect of that is sacred

in order for someone to love me in the way that feels best for me

the ways that i have spent much time and energy evolving through lessons to Know

i must be able to love myself

if i love myself i can communicate how and why

if i love myself i can see my Truths and i can be unashamed of them

if i love myself i can See the lessons

when i can do that

i can see that they are they same as yours

and then we can meet each other from different planets

but agree on a common ground

we can make our own language

something only we know

something that respects our individual and godly wholenesses

as contrasting but necessary contributors to each others greatest creations

our existence

every contact we have with another person

everything we create with another human being

[especially sexually]

sacred

are moments of contact to Divinity

your conception of God is absolutely present

to create is to merge Spirit with body

this is something that must be understood protected and communicated

as we can see and feel with all our parts

this is the age of the wombman

coming into our dual brained unified power is painful

the people around us (especially men) reluctant to let go of their egos are making are sporadic irrational and often dangerous choices on their routes to ascend

there is no blame to be placed

just light to be shed

ensure you are in safe spaces

mentally physically and spiritually

be present (which sometimes means letting go of that thing they did last week)

but ensure you are not hit by the shrapnel of the explosive growth of loved ones

communicate

it may put you through lessons you’ve already learned

just to teach them to you again harder louder faster

and that sucks but its O K

its to shake your 3 eyes awake in time for your blessings

to all those walking around with a lil life hut below ur navel:

know that the old constructs we are rapidly escaping

our parents and their parents teachings

have cultivated decades of shame in our bodies

if you can understand our vibrational nature as cosmic entities

u know how much trauma and stale negative energy has the potential to take root in the most powerful home on earth

the womb

if you understand this

then you also know how much raw energy is cultivated and exchanged during sex

and the stark energetic and neurological differences between genders orgasms and emotional processes

there are layers of ancestral guilt and shame that have created many misaligned lives in this current reality

we must heal the mess we have created together
womb-healing

do not allow these karmic punishments to limit your ability to feel to love to feel free and to create life

no these are not solely your punishments or shame

but we must collectively acknowledge the mistakes and errors we did make

the injustices that we did commit against ourselves while learning to love

we must address them head on with our trusted equally deserving sisters

See ourselves in each other

and take responsibility for the things we have done in this body

to feel the love and accept the blessings sent for us

**especially if these are last incarnations

**especially if we are moving into the dark times that our ancestors and Higher Selves have planned for

we must be enlightened from the inside out.

 

if these things sound strange or gross or preachy i understand

but take them in feel your body with the most powerful parts

and meet the energy of others with alignment

with deliberate healthy sacred intention

do not be afraid to communicate your needs wants pains triggers and fears

place yourself in safe loving positions of discomfort 2 grow

unapologetically yet gracefully exist in your unique identity

my love looks different than your love

it sounds different

comes in a different package

we speak a different language

but it is the highest frequency eye know

and it deserves to be harmoniously synchronized for the collective ascension of all

 

 

 

free

YOU ARE WORTHY OF PURE DELIBERATE LOVE
YOU ARE DIVINE
IF YOU FOCUS ON BEING CENTERED IN YOUR MIND BODY AND SPIRIT
USING THE MULTITUDE OF RESOURCES AVAILABLE TO YOU
(BOOKS X GOOGLE X UR CULTURAL KNOWLEDGE X INTUITION)
YOU WILL SEE YOUR DESTINY MANIFESTED IN THE FORM OF YOUR WILDEST DREAMS
COMMIT YOURSELF TO WHAT YOU KNOW TO BE TRUE
IS THE DIVINE GODDESS SPEAKING TO YOU ?
COMPARTIR LA OLA