MAGIC – lane. riley

the departing returns you

I like to go away someTimes

into the safety of my own space n mind I find restoration n belonging in other worlds where peace is the norm

my departures have Changed since Samadhi was Born

I find mySelf slipping away to my quiet place(s) with a tired face

maybe I do dissociate (– or is it disassociating?)

I have had to find reNewed ways to merge my unSeen departures with my shared Realities

Now I (co)create consciously n that validates me sustainably

to Be gifted with Samadhi

I can See the Divine responsibility I am called to accept in each moment

this journey is no longer jus about me

one Time an elder said in front of me something along the lines of

‘who Knows where She would have Been without that baby’

n it was a Knowing message – it didnt feel limiting

it was one that comes from someone who has Seen how a new Life shifts all things

n for those who are willing to lean in

to turn the gaze inwardly

it is a multidimensionally transformative blessing

parenting is an undertaking

n growing FutureSeeds take over — reaching from above n below guiding from a place we forget we Know

I feel humbled to observe that there is a quickening of the Remembering

because of pure Love

we carry out our Living testimonies

last year I journeyed deep

dancing dangerously close to the edge at the risk of losing everything

when I met the grieving n realized what was Being asked of me

naturally

in my naivety I believed I was meant to sacrifice all of me

I mean

that is what had Been shown to me

the martyr(ing)

I wanted to Be like that

withering away jus to say

“I was here

…and there”

I spent a decade attempting to play all of the parts

n did

now I write in wonder n awe with all of the sides of me I hid

I write in a chaotic clamorous stillness

Live alchemy

n in humility for all of the ways that my guides have protected me on my journey(ing)

six years of Soulmate unity three years of conscious parenting n Soul retrieving seven months of Living separately 13 months of no drinking n no sexing one year of microdosing addressing two decades of avoiding Being wholly emBodied

I under-inner-over-stand now

the ability to experiment is a privilege

one that is no longer lost on me

I was willing to lose everything

Saturns lessons reflect the consequential nature of EarthTime n under Her instruction I find mySelf back on the good Timeline

twelve weeks n several months of anciently futuristic somatic healing therapies n my memories came back to me

the veils of amnesia were removed from my eyes by matriarchal guides

masterful Source conduits

they led me to consider more possibilities

maybe this is the longest Life that I have ever Lived

n maybe for me this is the other side

I See Heaven every Sunrise

they say the Truth can Be felt

n now that I have learned how to receive help I move with an unwavering faith n an impenetrable auric grace(fulness)

(in n for my Self)

the fragmented scattered parts of me

the ways that I shapeshifted

trying to get others to See

it all has Been returned to me

in the release of fearful traits

from the fascia all of the hate loops back around n into the ground

fueling me

“Free Energy”

n in some inconvenient ways I am still jus the same

n probably always will Be

but when I sit down to put my Heart on the page today I am the whole melody emBodied

thank you(s) for reminding me

& so it is + will Be.

a week of daily channelings:

astro symbolism x herbal medicine x breathwork x kryon x automatic writing

1.6.20

(cont’d) will begin to create is what we’re going to call Akashic acuity. You’re going to start remembering, and its about time. Can you celebrate this? It’s about time when you’re born, you don’t start from scratch, in the dark, and doing everything all over again. Instead, you remember! I want to talk to some individuals who are listening to this and are in this room. Have your grandchildren had the audacity to tell you who they used to be? Don’t raise your hand; I know you’re here. They feel it, and they know it, and out of the mouths of these babes come the most profound information that this planet has ever heard! They knew who they were! Some will point their fingers at you and say, “*Don’t you remember? I was your mum in another life.”* Thats a bit disconcerting isn’t it?

1.7.20

(cont’d) which represents the overview of this prophecy, goes on to say something you should know. That with a higher consciousness comes a light and a dark balance, which shifts. Light starts to become greater than darkness. Now this sounds extremely simple, but its the only way I can give you what I’m going to give you next. Light is going to win, because the balance of dark and light is now different. Many are starting to feel it, but perhaps not here. I gave a prophecy back in 2012 and before, and hints of the validity of it are everywhere. I told you that when the light started to become greater than the dark, the darkness would react. I told you that there would be an increase in frustration and evil acts and darkness on this planet. Almost like a last-ditch effort, the dark would be puling out every possible force that it could to fight this last battle. I told you that light would win, but like a screaming child who doesn’t get his way, seeing the light approach, the darkness would become strong and frightening. Have you seen any of that?

1.8.20

Expansive thinking, as you understand it, is brain-related. You’ve looked at the brain and you’ve said, “*This is the creative area. It’s responsible for music, artwork, poetry, sculpture and the intellect.”* You never saw the wire, did you? The brain has nothing to do with creating those things. Instead, it facilitates them! It facilitates them, but it isn’t responsible for them. Much like the box in the metaphoric room is the control station for the ‘net, your brain is the control station for much, much more. These things simply look like they are coming from the box, which is your brain. But they are not. Much of what you consider creative and/or spiritual, including channelling, is coming from the pineal connection. This includes your intuitive part, which is growing with your spiritual evolution. This is part of your consciousness that is connected to that which you call the Higher-Self. You can call it what you want, but it’s the connection from the Creative Source to the brain. It’s there, and some use it well. Some do not. It opens wide only though free choice, and the ones who are creating incredible things are *connected to the ‘net-* the pineal. However, you see it as happening within the brain.

1.9.20

(Cont’d) today and tomorrow for you. Let compassion be your guide. These are the things we speak of and are the things we spoke of earlier. Dear ones, I represent the Creative Source. I’m in love with humanity, and again: Now you know why. And so it is. – Kryon

1.10.20

(Cont’d) what you do tests the energy and changes it. You’re not here as a test of your soul. You didn’t come to Earth to suffer! Your soul is and forever belongs to God and always will- always will! Love is the source- the only source, and everything is based around it. You are going to have to re-write who God is in your life, and finally see that there is a hand out to you- a metaphor that invites you to see God inside you. Is it you? Do you feel it? Do you feel the shift and the change away from anger, hatred, and frustration?

1.11.20

1.12.20 + 1.13.20

(Con’t) islands either exploded, sank or displayed other types of destructive endings. So, over generations and generations, many former Lemurians were being given remembrances of multiple sinking islands experiences. This laid the foundation of the potential that so many Light Workers and Old Souls claim- the be from Atlantis. *The Sinking Island Syndrome,* therefore, may be etched in the Akashic memories of many esoterically-minded people, especially the ones who read this book.

1.7.20

7:07A

eye rise and set like a star

through my pen eye arrive right where you are

before the neighborhood awakes eye

sift through all of our predetermined fates

the revolutions in full bloom Gaias cries echo in the halls

and the rooms of the collective school

eye keep skipping class with you

protect the poets

our blood has been spread

smeared somewhere far

a sanguine feline race

we are coming up on the peak moment of this Sirius energy that is being reflected in orange waves by our king Sun onto our goddess Gaia

august 8 is the gregorian calendar date that beings from all over the planet have long commemorated a spiritual connection to messages from deep within and far beyond

the ‘lions gate portal’ is right in the early upswing of lioness energy after a tumultuous unrelenting wave pool of eclipses retrogrades harsh aspects n the homebody woes of cancer season

this is a time when many are so relieved to be warmed by the fire of creation that they run into it attempting to escape their real feelings

but

if we are able to sit with our feelings of all kinds

to bask regally in the shade tree of our ancestral healing

we are able to procure a most bountiful hunt

this game of living here is mastered in the now

there is a perfect natural order we can feel into

entering this energizing feline phase of the year is empowering and busy and so very fruitful if we allow the mutable nature of our emotions to dance fairly with the fixed engulfing flames of the evolving masculine

we see and feel in crystalline clearness the rebirth of the Goddess

the Mother

the unwavering unpredictable power of the Feminine

& most earthshakingly important to note

Her love for the Divine Masculine

She has waged wars over tens of lifetimes in defense protection & fear for him

we feel her disappointment and sorrow in the rising tides

how has She lived & died for man so many times and yet he continues to betray his lover his creator his sister his muse and inevitably his daughter???

we are collectively reparenting the masculine while the towers of the patriarchy crash down all around us

we are picking up the pieces and putting them back together in softer new shapes

this shift being yelled about from every mountain top

is a Love revolution

we are fighting for our inner children (&outer children) to be free in the flow of their feelings

and for them to be cradled in the rewarding structure of their hard work

the warm sanguine energy of the feline Goddess is nudging her Kings brothers sons and fathers to come Home into the fertile softness of forgiveness

She is (we are) demanding

accountability

emotive passion

fearless honesty

liberating protection

intelligent communication

intentional action

nurturing partnership

& an overall more attentive awareness of the Goddess that is intertwined with every fiber of this plane

the Lyran starseed race incarnated at this time to aid in the actualization of the New Paradigm

this new reality is still difficult to fathom

but there we exist in perfect harmony

and Divine partnership and Love are the collectives norm

until we get there

we must remain in reverence to the full spectrum of existence on Earth

by honoring each other we honor ourselves

we must continue to transmute these waves of change with the confidence that only trusting in a greater plan can afford

when we are confronted by the conflicting nature of our past in the present moment we can transcend our previous programming with our breath

at this time our breathwork practice is a nonnegotiable

it has to become second nature

deep breathing must become part of your unconscious behavior

without this you will not and cannot activate your highest self

develop a practice of intentional movement

Lyran starseeds love to express themselves by being active and exerting their powerful radiant energy with movement

draw from this portal & create with your vehicle

let every heartbeat be a purposeful pattering

together we make up a clamoring band

going into that good night and

raging against the dying of the Light

May this channeling find you abundantly well

thank you for seeing me

we receive it all in Love

thank you for your energy

& so it is

-R