living the life of riley

i know im technically a gentrifier

but this was a pilgrimage. it took five days before i stopped waking up confused about how i got here. the last year ive been living in a video game. still not sure whether giving into a backseat position in my life is going crazy or becoming enlightened. how do i paint a visceral image with a keyboard? there is a feeling behind the back of your skull when youre tapped in. there is a set of eyes behind your set of eyes. everything is distant and dark you see multiperspectives in 4d. you dont have legs you fly…………………………………..maybe you it call the zone. athletes do it. musicians orgasm on stage . we speak in tongues that are not our own channeling a form that transcends. a resonating infinite golden pattern.  we use whatever we humanly can to translate it to make it make sense make sound make shape




like higher than any other thing  it cycles deeper it buzzes right behind your bellybutton. maybe its dead relatives leaving you a sign or you say its a coincidence or timing maybe espiritus just sheer luck  did the stars align or  a man in the sky? meditating or astral projection? because when youre really on that wave youre looking down at yourself from above. there is evidence we are living in a simulation  but im not math minded enough to take that route i like to find my version of it waking up next to someone i love in that perfect spot for my face –> neck.

im masochistic when i reach new levels i gut myself in the bloodiest way leave with no evidence.

the burdening pursuit to see yourself in all people the courage to wipe the dust off the mirrors. mirrors everywhere. terrifyingly identical replications of the same needs dreams things. falling in love dangerously often fearlessly deep. confessing my sins in your lap building churches out of making up no i wasnt making dua to your smile thats a bad bad religion.

at night i wake up > once still not sure how to sleep in a bed alone and it scares me that i feel so empowered and so limbless without that codependent connection. whats the line between symbiotic and parasitic? am i pitiful or am i human for longing? because in the way i have been channeling the universe the way i harness the power of being here now feels best in love always all ways

this summer i learned how to introspect in an unplanned absence i learned to grieve for souls ive never met i humbled myself i cleaned up i uprooted upset kept to family i healed over the loss of a home




forgave for forward functionalism

because i had no choice but to follow the signs proving every single thing is conspiring and culminating to create this moment of never ending awakening




i am i am i am

you see, the cosmos, they confuse me



the following real images (courtesy of NASA JPL) provide a public & free mental departure from your stale current perspective

travel @ your own risk !

before liftoff,

get yourself aquainted with the scale your insignificance here: (flash required)


NASA’s Hubble Space Telescope captures the Horsehead nebula, one of the most photographed formations in the universe, in infrared wavelengths. The tip of the pillar has a slightly higher density of hydrogen and helium, and is laced with dust. This casts a shadow, protecting material behind it from being photo-evaporated.


Astronomers estimate that the Horsehead formation has about 5 million years left before it disintegrates.

W5 ~w5

‘NASA’s Spitzer Space Telescope captured generations of new stars in IR.

In W5, this star forming region, the oldest stars can be seen as blue dots in the centers of the two hollow cavities. Younger stars line the rims of the cavities, and some can be seen as pink dots at the tips of the elephant-trunk-like pillars. The white areas are where the youngest stars are forming. Red shows heated dust that pervades the region’s cavities, while green highlights dense clouds.

W5 spans an area of sky equivalent to four full moons and is about 6,500 light-years away in the constellation Cassiopeia. The Spitzer picture was taken over a period of 24 earth hours.

This image contains some of the best evidence yet for the triggered star-formation theory. Scientists analyzing the photo have been able to show that the ages of the stars become progressively and systematically younger with distance from the center of the cavities.’


A term for a beautiful region in the Carina Nebula capured by Hubble. This cosmic pinnacle is a nursery for baby stars about 7500 light years from Earth. Fast winds and scorching radiation from the super-hot newborn stars give the mystical mountain its striking structure. Hot, ionised gas can be seen streaming off the ridges and wisps of gas and dust, illumiated by starlight. The denser parts of the pillar resist erosion from radiation.

Inside the dense mountain are fledgling (baby) stars. The long gets of gas, one at the top of the image and the other near the center,, (HH 901 and HH 902) are evidence of new star birth. The swirling gas and dust around the young stars allow material to slowly build up along the stellar surfaces.

hubble mystic mountain

Carina’s landscape is sculpted by the winds and ultraviolet radiation from the monster stars that live in this inferno. The nebula contains at least a dozen brilliant stars that are estimated to be at least 50-100x the mass of our Sun. See the following image of the ‘South Pillar’ region captured by the Spitzer Telescope:

eta pillars


dark energy and gravity

‘In 1998 scientists discovered that the universe is not only expanding, but that its expansion is accelerating.

In this artist’s conception, dark energy is represented by the purple grid above, and gravity by the green grid below.

This totally unexpected behavior has been called the “most profound problem” in physics, because our current understanding of gravity says that attractions between mass in the universe should be causing the expansion to slow down.

The leading theory to explain the accelerating expansion is the existence of a hypothetical repulsive force called dark energy.

Massimo Villata, an astrophysicist at the Observatory of Turin in Italy, suggests the effects attributed to dark energy are actually due to a kind of “antigravity” created when normal matter and antimatter repel one another.

According to Villata, the keys to accelerated expansion lie in large-scale voids that are seen scattered throughout the cosmos.


These holes in our map of the universe—which can each be millions of light-years wide—are inexplicably empty of galaxies and galaxy clusters. The nearest hole to us is called the Local Void, bordering the Virgo supercluster of galaxies.’



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▽▹△black ☽ ▲ ☉ magic △◅▽


according to alchemical principles,

“a human being can not only, but must, be born again and led back into the ‘prima materia'”

prime material: melanin: carbon: primary component of all organic matter

there are two aspects of alchemy. one is the study of stones or precious metals. ‘Arabian Moors’ taught europeans in the middle ages about the spiritual powers of alchemy, but this aspect has been omitted in history for, ironically, melanin related reasons. alchemy became known as the mystical process of turning lead into gold,  which, to the moors, was a secondary process. the original process involved turning the base metals inside you to gold. that gold represented your crown chakra, your aura, and all the metals inside you. this is called the illumination of (melanin) metals.

sacred geometry // cosmic indigenous black people (moors) have solar melanated RNA  consisting of a wave energy pattern crystallized in eternal cosmic RNA.

Principles for the Synergy of
Melanin & Sacred Stones //
Rocks of Ages by Ras Ben


Figure 1. Eumelanin

Principle One: Explore the biochemistry of melanin, then correspond to elements within the mineral kingdom.

As stated in Part One, the key biocrystalline molecule present in the human body is melanin. Melanin is a:



-A Super-conductor of the high frequency radiation and neural transmissions.

-A semiconductor of sound and heat energy.

-A Conductor of the body’s ionic charge

-A resonator of visible light

Melanin means ‘Black amino’ and is a color pigment composed of a hydrocarbon chain which has various amino (nitrogen-based) compounds attached to it. It is carbon that gives melanin its Blackness. Carbon is the organizing molecule that gives melanin its structure. It is carbon that gives melanin the ability to absorb energy and bind with other molecules while retaining stability and coherence.

Beyond carbon, there are two other elements that are important to the structure of melanin: copper and sulfur.



is incorporated into the melanin molecule through the amino acid tyrosine. Tyronsinase is an organometallic amino compound that is organized around carbon, nitrogen, and copper. This amino acid is: the catalyst for melanin reproduction, and the amino compound that facilitates melanin’s ability to conduct many Electro-magnetic frequencies.





is incorporated into the melanin molecule through the amino compound cysteine. Cysteine is an amino compound that is organized around sulfur, nitrogen, and carbon. This amino acid facilitates melanin’s heat and energy transference. In other words, it allows melanin to create or release heat as is needed for the body. cysteine also cleanses and purifies melanin by ‘burning off’ toxic elements that have been absorbed within melanin.


The biochemistry of melanin indicates that there are at least three important elements necessary for maintenance of healthy melanin – Carbon, Copper, and Sulfur. Stones that contain these elements may be used as tools for harmonizing and refining how these elements are incorporated and maintained within melanin.

The harmonizing is possible because stones that contain carbon, copper, or sulfur are in resonant affinity with melanin. Resonant affinity means ‘like vibration’. When things are in resonant affinity, it means that they share the same frequencies and are joined in a unified energy field. For example, when a radio is tuned into a radio station, it is in resonant affinity with the station’s broadcast antennae. Both the radio and the broadcast antennae are resonating the signal, and the radio is connected to the antennae through the broadcast signal.

Resonant affinity allows for mutual harmonic correspondence. In other words, through resonant affinity, two things can harmonize, refine, and realign one another. Through resonant affinity, stones that contain carbon, copper, or sulfur can harmonize, refine, and realign melanin. Each element refines melanin in its own way.

Carbon based stones tend to improve melanin’s ability to absorb energy and bind elements, yet still retain a balanced, healthy structure. This gives carbon-based stones anti-carcinogenic, anti-aging, anti-mutagenic properties. Some carbon-based stones include: Aragonite, Calcite, Carbonite, Carbon Quartz, Smoky Quartz, Diamond, Magnesite, Malachite, Melanite, Rhodochrosite, and Smithsonite.

Copper-based stones tend to electrify melanin. Copper tends to increase melanin’s ionic potential, and stimulates melanin to produce an abundance of free electrons for the body. Copper-based stones also stimulate melanin production. Some powerful copper-based stones include: Azurite Chalcopyrite, Chrysacolla, Copper, Covellite, Cuprite, Dioptase, Malachite, Tetrahedite and Turquoise.

Sulfur based stones tend to cleanse and purify melanin. These stones also facilitate melanin’s ability to transform heat into physical energy and visa versa. Sulfur based stones include: Cobaltite, Gypsum, Lazurite (Lapis Lazuli), Marcasite, Pyrite, Sulfur Details of some of the more powerful of these stones are explored in Psycho-Spiritual Healing.

Principle Two:

Skin melanin, perspiration, and certain metals create energy which melanin then converts into metabolic energy for the body.

In other words, when electrolytes within sweat come into contact with metals adorned as jewelry, ionic exchange occurs. Melanin absorbs the ions exchanged in the process and turns it into food for the body. Details of some common metals worn as jewelry are as follows:



Gold is an elemental metal which is very electrifying. It provides a catalytic, positive charge to the body when interacting with melanin, sweat, and sunlight.




Silver is an elemental metal which is magnetic in polarity. Worn with gold or copper, an electromagnetic polarity is established. The result is a low-voltage current conducted through skin melanin. The melanin may then transform this energy into nourishment for the body.




Copper has basically the same electromagnetic qualities as gold, but has the extra benefit of being in resonant affinity with copper-based melanin. Wearing copper jewelry feeds and nourishes melanin with one of its central compounds.




Hematite is a stable, metallic compound of iron and oxygen. Hematite means “blood stone,” and recognizing that iron and oxygen are the two component elements in blood, it is clear how hematite received its name. When interacting with melanin, sweat, and sunlight, hematite catalyzes the assimilation of iron and oxygen into the blood, thus strengthening the entire physical system.


PYRITE: Pyrite


is a metallic compound which means “Fire stone.” It is an iron-sulfite. As stated, iron is a central element of blood. Sulfur is the central element in the amino compound cysteine, a biopolymer component of melanin. When pyrite interacts with melanin, sweat, and sunlight, it electrifies and energizes both blood and melanin.Pyrite in turn cleanses melanin and fortifies blood.


Principle Three:

Striated stones have the potential to channel energy into the near-melanin structures of deep within the central nervous system.

Striated Stones have parallel grooves recessed down the length of the stone. These parallel grooves create channels on the stone. These channels can focus large amounts of energy in one linear direction. This feature makes striated stones well suited for channeling energy deep into the physical body (ex: the spinal column).

These stones are excellent for ‘grooving’ healing energies into the neural-melanin that lay deep within central nervous system. Used regularly, striated stones strengthen the nervous system so that it can conduct higher and more intense neural frequencies for longer duration without showing signs of stress.

Moreover, what we know as ESP (Extra-Sensory Perception) is actually LSP (Latent Sensory Perception). Latent means dormant or unawake. Everybody has the potential to sense unseen realities, but the skill has to be awakened. Being able to tune into unseen energies involves activating and awakening mind-powers that are centered in melanin plexus structures located throughout the spinal column. Down the length of the spinal column are ganglia of nerves, also known as nerve plexus centers. These nerve structures are highly melanated neural networks that assist the brain in coordination of the physical body. Striated stones, because of the highly focused, intense energy they emit, are the perfect tools to activate these melanin plexus centers in the central nervous system.

Specific striated stones are as follows:



Tourmaline manifests in a variety of colors, the most common being black, green, red, and watermelon (green, red, and clear). Tourmaline has pyro-electric potential, and discharges ionic charges when exposed to heat or flame.




Selenite is a fragile stone in the gypsum family. The clarity of striated selenite is the most spectacular of the mineral nation; its ability to reflect and refract light even exceeds clear quartz crystal. Selenite has affinity with the element selenium, which is a vital component of the pineal gland. Excellent for balancing mind functions related to that gland.




A sky blue stone with pale white streaks, kyanite is one of the most highly charged stones in the striated family. The blue energy is cooling and calming to the body, yet the high-energy nature of the stone is invigorating. Holding kyanite or laying it on the body is good way to relax and recharge. Or, one can use the stone as a wand to direct energy into a specific body area.



A soft pink, translucent, striated stone, Kunzite is made for ushering the pink ray of self-love and self-forgiveness into the most hardened heart.




Topaz can channel a strong beam of light from the crown of the head throughout the entire spinal column. The color of the light depends on the color of the topaz used. The most common colors of topaz are gold and blue.




A highly translucent stone that also has complex terminations in conjunction with striations, Danburite is similar to Selenite in that it channels radiant light deep into the spinal column.




Principle Four: Quartz Crystal enhances melanin’s ability to perform as a multi-spectrum conductor.

Recall from Akoben that melanin is a:

-Super-conductor of the high frequency electromagnetic radiation.

-A semi-conductor of sound and heat energy.

-Conductor of the body’s ionic charge

-A resonator of visible light

Comparing the energy potentials of clear quartz crystal and melanin, interesting similarities and contrasts exist.

Clear Quartz crystal is a: 


-Super-conductor of the high frequency electromagnetic radiation.

-A semi-conductor of power frequencies

-Conductor of visible light and infrared radiation

-A resonator of all forms of radio waves.

The synergistic application of melanin and quartz crystal is the foundation for a spiritual technology for the new millennium. Combining these two multi-spectrum conductors is the way for people of color to harmonize and harness the full spectrum of vibrations within creation.


Alchemy Unveiled // Johannes Helmond
Rock of Ages // Ras Ben
Assata Shakur Forums // Thread: Melanin Wellness Part I: Melanin and Sacred Metals and Stones


interactions with peers online and in travel have inspired a constant exploration of the undeniable role that the infamous internet plays in our conceptions of culture.
behind the guise of an onscreen alias, support can be found for every niche, every persona, every fetish, every hobby. there is a burning, natural, desire to impress one’s best self upon others- to make outward appearances live up to culturally assigned ideals of perfection. that obsession with acceptance existed long before the internet and will long after. the field of anthropology comes with an ethical responsibility to remain conscious as an observer of the ‘other’. historically, this study has been highly based on field work, cultural immersion, and participant observation.  

the internet provides a fly-on-the-wall, virtual pov, with access to information unlike anything ever before.


if you remain open, there will never be a shortage of ways to learn how the universe is comprised of endless reflections and reincarnations of the same matter. your perception of reality is 1 of 1. understand this, and assimilate organically anywhere in the cosmos.