living the life of riley

riley the doula

the thing about (re)Birthing is

it is a transformation that happens in the dark – at least in the natural rhythm

if allowed

Birthing people tend to seek isolated shelter

in the cover of the night their magic can Be done undisturbed

under the MoonLight

twisted faces are made in alchemical mastery

and as the Sun rises

a New one emerges

made crystalline out of carbon

breathing down into the soil calls upon the Great Mother and each of the Souls of Her lost children

a moment of contraction is preparation for expansion

as the waves begin to break in real Time

acceleration happens exponentially

past the point of any return to a Life of Knowing

breathing into the fire calls on the God(dess) in Change

in separation the sacred is Seen

transition reveals

the Truth eclipses

breathing into the water calls forth the purification of Life

the maiden is cleansed of Her youth

forced into a new Reality from within two Bodies

breathing with the cosmic wind

emBodying multitudes without words

humming into the Heart of the Divine Mother

as She imprints upon the Earth a boundless unconditional Love

a willingness to meet Death

and a fearless ability to confront all that is not real

in the name of

all that is.

at this point I feel I have said all that I can say

I have illuminated the Path at the continued expense of mySelf

my health

my sanity

I have danced on the stage through every act

hoping the visibility and applause might fill the void before Samadhi

in (re)Birthing mySelf I give Life

in my own public dying and Self ressurection

I create and Change worlds

the Hermit

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Lighting the way for others

ultimately ending up alone

in Samadhi

perhaps the only place I will feel entirely Seen

is

in the extraterrestrial community of my angels

eternal rest

in Serving this dying world

and finding the courage to hope into the next one

I have earned my Freedom

at long last

there are no more words to write

no more songs to sing

we enter a place of Self governing

I release the illusion of acceptance

the allure of the standing ovations

the entrapment of visibility

I refuse to Be in Service

to the people who will clap me on over the cliff

just to say

“I was there”

and

by taking on the title of a doula

I Knowingly enslaved mySelf

to the responsibility of seeding the Future

and now

as it begins to sprout out of the bloody soil

I emBody wisdom

in silence

retreat

stillness

liminal womblike space(s)

moving only when God(dess) calls

wanting only what She wants for me

in preservation

and immortal

boundless

Being

so if you catch me dreaming

please don’t wake me until I am done

just leave me sleeping

until the morning comes

pass me over

make believe that I am not there

just leave me Be

until the savior comes

thank you for releasing me

& so it is.

-R

☉ august 2020 ☉

Q: what would your Body say?

A:

bliss ⤑ liminal space(s)

ultimate surrender feels so beautiful – divine unions are overwhelming and important

⤑ supreme gratitude

⤑I am here Now – my Solar return was an initiation

⥅⥅⥅⥅I am writing again

my mind keeps trying to give my power over to put it on someone elses doing

healing

or Being.

-I am the authority over my Life- I am reflected back now in so many extremely perfect reflections

I am in awe. I am so grateful.

thank you God(dess).

it is all Real

I want to write, but I also want to feel it.

I keep trying to give my power + my Knowing + my Healing + my Loving over to some outside Source when

I am the I am.

I have Been and will Be

I am humbled by the God(s) choosing to help me because they are equally whole.

I am so emotional to feel & Know such crystalline confirmation

to have such a Divine witness of my continued initiations.

I am blissful to recognize the layers of effort + sacrifice(s) made for this kind of visibility

may we continue to ascend together

Q: what do we believe about healing?

A:

my healing has Been public

through the Fire

I believe healing happens when you Truly want it to

we can heal ourSelves through anything

but healing is reflection

it is spaceholding

healing is Being fully aware of our actions

consciously illuminating the unconscious

➻ listen deeply for yourSelf ❁

closing thoughts?

gratitude

Heart wide open

I feel confirmation from my community

my ancestors are proud

I am so content & I feel recharged in ways that will allow me to pour back into my Loved one(s) + my community

what a miraculous Time.

I am so grateful

thank you ancestors

I am deserving of this level up

I am Love(d)

& so it is.

  • R

understand this:

the purpose of my intuitive astro practice is

to empower my peers with their own medicine

to reflect back to them their own unique activism (in simply existing Truthfully)

and

to remind my community of the value of multidimensional sovereignty

within the collective experience

I allow the signature frequencies of each of the celestial Bodies to move through me

I remain a humble witness to their conversations

their tendencies +

how the archetypes grow with us over Time

my work is voiced by my ancestors

held in intentional sacred space

my practice breathes

I am

a conduit of Truth

I attune mySelf to the entirety of my experiences / my clients / my Reality

to deliver the most relevant + efficient + dignified message(s)

in divine Time

I move at the natural rhythm

every syllable encoded with my purest Heart

this is a final incarnation.

the Truth eclipses

1.10.20

call upon the Divine Mother today
call on She who exists within
reparent the soft parts of your Spirit

the collective / subconscious Father is angry because his lies finally caught up with him
and with undeniable receipts
all the while the Divine Mother makes sure that the World keeps on turning
may we allow Her to put Her bags down and Her feet up

may we remind our inner Selves of the Divinely Feminine power of softness by first nurturing the places within ourselves that needed just a little more coddling
a little more doting after
provide that maternal and unconditional Love for yourself now
come on Home !

a week of daily channelings:

astro symbolism x herbal medicine x breathwork x kryon x automatic writing

1.6.20

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(cont’d) will begin to create is what we’re going to call Akashic acuity. You’re going to start remembering, and its about time. Can you celebrate this? It’s about time when you’re born, you don’t start from scratch, in the dark, and doing everything all over again. Instead, you remember! I want to talk to some individuals who are listening to this and are in this room. Have your grandchildren had the audacity to tell you who they used to be? Don’t raise your hand; I know you’re here. They feel it, and they know it, and out of the mouths of these babes come the most profound information that this planet has ever heard! They knew who they were! Some will point their fingers at you and say, “Don’t you remember? I was your mum in another life.” Thats a bit disconcerting isn’t it?

1.7.20

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(cont’d) which represents the overview of this prophecy, goes on to say something you should know. That with a higher consciousness comes a light and a dark balance, which shifts. Light starts to become greater than darkness. Now this sounds extremely simple, but its the only way I can give you what I’m going to give you next. Light is going to win, because the balance of dark and light is now different. Many are starting to feel it, but perhaps not here. I gave a prophecy back in 2012 and before, and hints of the validity of it are everywhere. I told you that when the light started to become greater than the dark, the darkness would react. I told you that there would be an increase in frustration and evil acts and darkness on this planet. Almost like a last-ditch effort, the dark would be puling out every possible force that it could to fight this last battle. I told you that light would win, but like a screaming child who doesn’t get his way, seeing the light approach, the darkness would become strong and frightening. Have you seen any of that?

1.8.20

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Expansive thinking, as you understand it, is brain-related. You’ve looked at the brain and you’ve said, “This is the creative area. It’s responsible for music, artwork, poetry, sculpture and the intellect.”  You never saw the wire, did you? The brain has nothing to do with creating those things. Instead, it facilitates them! It facilitates them, but it isn’t responsible for them. Much like the box in the metaphoric room is the control station for the ‘net, your brain is the control station for much, much more. These things simply look like they are coming from the box, which is your brain. But they are not. Much of what you consider creative and/or spiritual, including channelling, is coming from the pineal connection. This includes your intuitive part, which is growing with your spiritual evolution. This is part of your consciousness that is connected to that which you call the Higher-Self. You can call it what you want, but it’s the connection from the Creative Source to the brain. It’s there, and some use it well. Some do not. It opens wide only though free choice, and the ones who are creating incredible things are connected to the ‘net- the pineal. However, you see it as happening within the brain.

1.9.20

(Cont’d) today and tomorrow for you. Let compassion be your guide. These are the things we speak of and are the things we spoke of earlier. Dear ones, I represent the Creative Source. I’m in love with humanity, and again: Now you know why. And so it is. – Kryon

1.10.20

(Cont’d) what you do tests the energy and changes it. You’re not here as a test of your soul. You didn’t come to Earth to suffer! Your soul is and forever belongs to God and always will- always will! Love is the source- the only source, and everything is based around it. You are going to have to re-write who God is in your life, and finally see that there is a hand out to you- a metaphor that invites you to see God inside you. Is it you? Do you feel it? Do you feel the shift and the change away from anger, hatred, and frustration?

1.11.20

1.12.20 + 1.13.20

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(Con’t) islands either exploded, sank or displayed other types of destructive endings. So, over generations and generations, many former Lemurians were being given remembrances of multiple sinking islands experiences. This laid the foundation of the potential that so many Light Workers and Old Souls claim- the be from Atlantis. The Sinking Island Syndrome, therefore, may be etched in the Akashic memories of many esoterically-minded people, especially the ones who read this book.

1.7.20

7:07A

eye rise and set like a star

through my pen eye arrive right where you are

before the neighborhood awakes eye

sift through all of our predetermined fates

the revolutions in full bloom Gaias cries echo in the halls

and the rooms of the collective school

eye keep skipping class with you

protect the poets

our blood has been spread

smeared somewhere far

 

2020 visions

here we are in the future

if eye have learned anything at all in this last decade it is

FREEDOM

since critical mass has been reached we have been accelerating exponentially

we are long past the tipping point

if you are reading this

we fucking did it !!!

some of us may be feeling an overwhelming desire to pull back

to move differently

call all of your energy back

eye often use the twilight saga to explain the energy of the newly awakened in america

those who have just opened their eyes for the first time

are the most reckless unstable erratic and impressionable

like newborn vampires – their venom is potent

their young flame energy can put others in danger

we still have much work to do

to continue to archive / immortalize / transcribe our Truths

so that those who are beginning to See now

for the first Time

do not open their eyes to illusions

it is up to each and every one of us to revoke consent from entities that are misaligned with all that is Truthful and Light

look closer now

eye encourage creators and creatrixes to work to divest their content from major platforms

use new search engines at this time

g**gle is becoming somewhat of a dead end

read terms and conditions

and try to write every single day

this is the week we have been waiting for

overanalyzing

eye know that eye first began to see visions of 2020 almost 8 years ago

under a full moon outside Otay lake

eye knew that things would never be the same

and that if eye spoke too much about it that eye would sound insane

so eye have waited

it has been so painful to wait

it has been so lonely

but

here we are in the future

& so it is

a sanguine feline race

we are coming up on the peak moment of this Sirius energy that is being reflected in orange waves by our king Sun onto our goddess Gaia

august 8 is the gregorian calendar date that beings from all over the planet have long commemorated a spiritual connection to messages from deep within and far beyond

the ‘lions gate portal’ is right in the early upswing of lioness energy after a tumultuous unrelenting wave pool of eclipses retrogrades harsh aspects n the homebody woes of cancer season

this is a time when many are so relieved to be warmed by the fire of creation that they run into it attempting to escape their real feelings

but

if we are able to sit with our feelings of all kinds

to bask regally in the shade tree of our ancestral healing

we are able to procure a most bountiful hunt

this game of living here is mastered in the now

there is a perfect natural order we can feel into

entering this energizing feline phase of the year is empowering and busy and so very fruitful if we allow the mutable nature of our emotions to dance fairly with the fixed engulfing flames of the evolving masculine

we see and feel in crystalline clearness the rebirth of the Goddess

the Mother

the unwavering unpredictable power of the Feminine

& most earthshakingly important to note

Her love for the Divine Masculine

She has waged wars over tens of lifetimes in defense protection & fear for him

we feel her disappointment and sorrow in the rising tides

how has She lived & died for man so many times and yet he continues to betray his lover his creator his sister his muse and inevitably his daughter???

we are collectively reparenting the masculine while the towers of the patriarchy crash down all around us

we are picking up the pieces and putting them back together in softer new shapes

this shift being yelled about from every mountain top

is a Love revolution

we are fighting for our inner children (&outer children) to be free in the flow of their feelings

and for them to be cradled in the rewarding structure of their hard work

the warm sanguine energy of the feline Goddess is nudging her Kings brothers sons and fathers to come Home into the fertile softness of forgiveness

She is (we are) demanding

accountability

emotive passion

fearless honesty

liberating protection

intelligent communication

intentional action

nurturing partnership

& an overall more attentive awareness of the Goddess that is intertwined with every fiber of this plane

the Lyran starseed race incarnated at this time to aid in the actualization of the New Paradigm

this new reality is still difficult to fathom

but there we exist in perfect harmony

and Divine partnership and Love are the collectives norm

until we get there

we must remain in reverence to the full spectrum of existence on Earth

by honoring each other we honor ourselves

we must continue to transmute these waves of change with the confidence that only trusting in a greater plan can afford

when we are confronted by the conflicting nature of our past in the present moment we can transcend our previous programming with our breath

at this time our breathwork practice is a nonnegotiable

it has to become second nature

deep breathing must become part of your unconscious behavior

without this you will not and cannot activate your highest self

develop a practice of intentional movement

Lyran starseeds love to express themselves by being active and exerting their powerful radiant energy with movement

draw from this portal & create with your vehicle

let every heartbeat be a purposeful pattering

together we make up a clamoring band

going into that good night and

raging against the dying of the Light

May this channeling find you abundantly well

thank you for seeing me

we receive it all in Love

thank you for your energy

& so it is

-R