apparently there are many people who want people like me to have no voice no ego no pride n no feelings of directed animosity towards those who make a mockery of my survival n humanity n these people they try to take away from my peoples Lives liberty basic needs peace n longevity
(but lets not make it an us vs them type thing right)
I have an equal capacity for Love n wrath simultaneously n shamelessly
n when evil is done I still react viscerally
emBodying actual matriarchal (arche)type lineages
blood memory
rooted here on my GrandMothers GrandMothers Homeland(s) in gratitude with no hidden hands
they want us to Be so “based” we have no feelings no reactivity no defenses open to anything n everything jus Live n let Living on into fascism n submission
frozen n fawning
n I think maybe to them Freedom is another exhibitionist kink
it jus means the ability to Be Seen as good while moving deviantly
visibility is a trap n I mean a double entendre type beat
the glamours never did work on me really I was Taught how to See
that what is good to them is not Life affirming to me
they come close chaotically in confusion n with the desperation of a Dying thing needing (my) energy
not the other way around
peace to the ones who blow the whistles
n to those who didnt get this far Im sorry we failed you
happy Venus day n friday the 13th
thank a God(dess) today (thanks Inana)
n may we all get Free
& so it is + will Be.
emBodied melody 